Saturday, August 11, 2018

Letter to my spirit

Dear spirit,

There is something that happens whenever there is conflict with my husband. I just spent an amazing weekend at Queen of the kingdom with 3 Key elements. From it, I felt love in my heart, healing, and friendship and that felt amazing. And I come home, back to a house with dirty dishes, and a messy living room, and have to put my kids to bed. Creighton thought I was being judging bc I thought there were too many swear words in the movie. Now, is he thinking that because of his judgements in himself? or putting blame and copmlaining on me. And shouldn't he respect my concerns instead of getting irritated because I don't like the swearing? So here I am at this point of conflict, where I know. I KNOW I am valuable. I am important and I matter. And yet, I feel disrespected once again. Its like he is a different person from last night. SO is the truth that he is hurting so much that he is bring critical if me? And if that's the case, what is the best course of action for me to take? How do I keep myself shielded and protected from taking on his emotional garbage that is affecting him so that I am not so easily wounded?

DEar Susan,
you are a precious daughter of God. You have goodness ingrained in you. You are sensitive because of the purity of your soul. God knows that you're immovable. You must stick to your gut and Creighton one day will respect you for it. One day he will wake up and see he was in the wrong for being over critical. the best thing for you to do now is to be spiritually strong. Trust that God will help you , strengthen you, and heal your wounds. You must never lose sight of you are You are a warrior or righteousness, of truth. You must see that there is light within you.

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