Wednesday, April 15, 2026

Anxiety

 I feel really anxious right now. Its been building. And I think it's natural. I have a performance tonight for A million dreams on the silks But Its a combination of things. I am having a hard time getting things done that i need done. Creighton is on spring break and He was really really struggling- and he is doing *better* but not all the way. It seems that the moment he climbs up, he brain goes right to a truck, and a motorcycle. We looked at one yesterday and almost got one looked at today but then there was a deposit on it. That one felt right. WIth so much happening, I *want* to go to the mountains and just be and not have anything to do. But what i think will bring me peace is getting all my *stuff* done. I don't feel like I can just live because I always have multiple things to do. 

List of everything I need to do:


Home things: 

  • Find birth certificates and submit to Excelsior- 
  • Get vaccine exception forms for Excelsior
  • Get all the things ready to go for tonight's performance
    • Sheets
    • costume
    • Makeup
    • lantern or fairly lights
    • tape
    • Pick hair style
  • Finish presentation for the FZ conference 
    • Some things to print out
  • Reach out to others to have t-shirts made
  • Get Angelle to put her name on the roster. 
  • Figure out finances- 
    • pay bills
    • pay DBI taxes
    • pay piano lessons
list of things i want to do:





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